he'S n0t th3re anym0r3

2005-12-05T17:51:00.000+08:00

hello!!! i missed this blog! hahaha

2005-11-05T22:22:00.000+08:00

hi! sorry i haven't updated... i was sorta busy with my other blog kasi... i had to change my layout, it's too ahm gloomy and weird... it has suicidal written all over it, T.T not literally ha... lolx well, anyway it's all better now, go and take a look!! have a PEEK it's uber cute...

anyways, yeah... i'm still alive don't worry lolx

2005-09-05T21:55:00.000+08:00

bagay...

ung skull parang ung s kayout ko.. hahaha

panalo

2005-09-05T21:47:00.000+08:00

Destruction

?? Which Angel Or Demon Are You ??
brought to you by Quizilla

this is so me.. isn't it? hahahaha!!

2005-09-04T10:43:00.000+08:00

damn, i'm black and blue all over...
curse them!! T.T
well, yeah, can't really move that much,
what a nice welcome guys! ayaw nyo na ata ako pabalikin eh.. hahaha

anyways, haha, i've got nothing much going on... paulit ulit lang buhay. well, we were supposed to join the milo shit next week, pero sabi ni sir wag daw muna.. kasi he's not going to be there daw. tapos, meron daw interschool, like mc taek will let me join! hahaha... sabi ni anthony sali daw ako, malay ko daw magsparr pa kami.. nako, no thanks dude, mukha namang bugbog sarado ako sau.. hahaha! pero, i'll try kung pumayag sila na magjoin ako, why not right?

bah... dream on alex.. haha, ngaun pa nga lang angal ka na eh.. why shouldn't i complain??! my left arm hurts, so does my shoulders, and my instep!! darn, tapos ung ankles ko rin! to make it short, my whole body hurts! it friggin' hurts like hell...

oh well,

2005-08-29T18:26:00.000+08:00

you promised me a dream castle...

is it true?

2005-08-23T19:00:00.000+08:00

arrr!!!! my pC's broken.. T.T

well, not exactly, wala na raw power ung cpu... T.T waaaaa!!!! no khan for me.. oh joy!(sarcasm) so, yeah, i'm freakin' stuck with this damn laptop.. how bad can it get??? the only thing good about it is i can connect to the internet without being heard.. haha! kaso, it's soo bagal naman, tapos just now, i had to relog-in to forums like 4 times na. bull... tapos, ung left shift key isn't working, tpaos!!! my dad's going to take the damn laptop to his office tomorrow, ipapaayos.. why? kasi ibbenta... wtf!! panu na un?? cra ung pc ko????? O.o waaahhhhhhhhhhhhh

onga pala, change topic...

ahmm... shit, i forgot what i was supposed to say.. oh well...

2005-08-17T19:49:00.000+08:00

for those talking behind my back, thanks for making me the center of your world

2005-08-11T11:56:00.000+08:00

ahh!! the irony! :D

2005-08-10T20:08:00.000+08:00

ayy...walang kwentang post...

rant sana ulit ako... kaso baka may nakakapasok paring MGA TAO... haha! katulad ni!

2005-08-10T19:11:00.000+08:00

a friend of mine... told me some tale - hers... and i just can't help but write something... ^^

you know i've known quite few of people who found their soul mates, they're really fortunate. maraming hanap ng hanap, all their lives they tried finding their soulmate... pero a life time was just not enough. haayy... me? i tried finding mine, still am... ever since the whole concept of soul mates was told to me, i have searched high and low, sometimes feeling that this one's the one but always i am disappointed.

will there ever be a time that i'd say..

"this is definitely the one!"

2005-08-08T16:16:00.001+08:00

makakapasok pa kaya sila? haha!! nakakatuwa naman.. ngaun, ung mga ayaw kong magview... di na makakaview! aus! magiging kahit onti, private ung blog ko.. sawakas! ^^

2005-08-08T16:16:00.000+08:00

haha! eto naman maganda eh...

2005-08-07T08:59:00.000+08:00

bakit part 2...
(bakit nga ba? lolx!)

Lumuha ka ng nagiisa, nakadungaw sa buwan.
Lumilipad ang isip mo,nakasabit sa ulap.

Ngunit bakit, pinilit, kung ayaw ko'ng masaktan?

Sinabe ko sa kanya, na 'di parin nililikha
ang katulad ko na parang timang,
at 'di mo parin maintindihan.

Malayo ang pagtitig mo, dala ng hangin.
Akala ko ay pwede pa na umasa sa iyo.

Ngunit bakit, pinilit, kung ayaw ko'ng masaktan?

Sinabe ko sa kanya, na 'di parin nililikha
ang katulad ko na parang timang,
at 'di mo parin maintindihan.

O bakit ba, pag wala ka na, ako'y kulang

Sinabe ko sa kanya, na 'di parin nililikha
ang katulad ko na parang timang,
at 'di mo parin maintindihan.

2005-08-07T08:56:00.000+08:00

bakit sira ung forums??? T.T

2005-08-07T08:35:00.000+08:00

UPCAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-07-27T19:54:00.000+08:00

mas maganda pa pala sa boards ko ipost noh, at least dun isa lang ang kilala tlga ako... T.T

2005-07-27T18:49:00.000+08:00

don't you start with me, you don't know the real reason WHY i said those things, and i intend to keep them to myself thank you...

2005-07-27T18:40:00.000+08:00

may gusto akong ilagay...

script namin sa econ...

anthony: o, bat parang biyernes santo ang mukha mo? ngumiti ka naman, moks.
Steph: sige nga, pano?.....(blah, blah, blah)... ang gusto ko lang naman ay yung may magaalaga sakin at... itatakas ako sa impyernong ito.
anthony: sigurado ka ba diyan? baka naman yan ang nakukuha mo sa kakanood ng mga koreano sa TV.
steph: WAG MO KONG SIMULAN!
anthony: wala akong sinisimulan, steph. wala kasing akong makitang punto sa mga dahilan mo.
steph: ano bang mali sa paghahanap sa tamang lalaki?
anthony: wala! pero hindi mabuti ang intensyon mo at dahil dun nabubulag ka. di mo nakikita na may mga taong nagmamahal pa rin sayo.
steph: NAGMAMAHAL? ang tanging taong nagmamahal sa akin ay nakalibing na. SINO pang buhay na nilalang ang tinutukoy mo?
anthony: ako.

read between the lines...

2005-07-26T18:28:00.000+08:00

lalalalalalalalala!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T.T

may gF pala syaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

urgh, so much for being my dream guy....
lolx, tama nga mish, hanggang panaginip na nga lang...
sayang!! ganda pa naman ng "aura" nya...
T.T

2005-07-18T19:08:00.000+08:00

oohhh the smell of food!!

2005-07-18T18:50:00.000+08:00

hhmmm.... ang aming adventure naging isang malaking misadventure.. san ka pa? lolx

oh well, adventure na rin un... ang gulo sa taft, kaya pala di ako masyado napapadpad dun.. T.T ahay!

2005-07-14T18:51:00.000+08:00

emfete!!

sweet mother of god!!!
T.T helpp!!!

2005-07-13T16:47:00.000+08:00

someone stole my pics sa friendster... tapos, tapos...

never mind, baka nagbabasa eh lolx

may site counter na ako, all thanks to jammy! ahm, yeah... random things lang... absent ang aming panginoon kanina, lord aris is sick :( tapos, oh my god! coach namin cute daw... haha! ngaun tlga magttraining na ako! inspirasyon para magtrain...taena! lolx ahay! potah parin ung guy na nagsabing insensitive ako... okay alex, tama na, maccraan ka nanaman ng baet nyan... talking to myself, di ba sira ulo lang ganun? ahay!

2005-07-12T18:37:00.000+08:00

DAMN!

okay *rant mode: ON*

who the hell are you to friggin' tell me what to friggin' do? huh? and who the fuck are you to tell all those people things about me, which is definitely not true?! tae, i trusted you pa naman... don't you ever consider what i feel? emfete, ang self centered mo, ang liar mo rin! sinasabi mo i'm insensitive? fuck you, look at yourself dude... i am no doll that you can toy with, i am no slave you can bend on your whim... (tama ba toh? lolx!) tapos, sandali... ginagatungan mo ako ngaun kasi nagawa ko un maling un? taena naman tlga eh, sino ba nagumpisa? huh?? di mo naalala ginawa mo rin sakin un? much worse i might add... ayoko na sabihn kung gaano kasakit ang panlilinlang na ginawa mo sakin... what? an eye for an eye dude, you hurt me, i hurt you x2...
why don't you just go to your bitch, sya naman lagi mong binabanggit pag naguusap tau hindi ba? sya naman lagi nasa isip mo, hanggang salita lang kaya mo pagdating sa akin... if ever true ung sinabi mong nararamdaman mo, hell! your words did move me, pero hanggang dun na lang un... i never ever felt what you said... shit, now i think all those times i'm living a lie... damn you... damn you to hell, at kung galit ka ngaun... don't worry, malamang magkikita tau dun pagdating ng panahon, and if ever, let's just settle it there... mano y mano...

as for now all i can show you is indifference...

2005-07-08T20:36:00.000+08:00

see alex...
see alex staring at you,
see alex staring at you never minding what's infront of her...
see alex almost stumble,
see alex being pick up by someone else.
see alex smiling without you,
see alex happy without you.

2005-07-07T20:16:00.000+08:00

ang taran kasi ang taran taran ko tlga.. di pa tuloy ako nakakapagaral sa physics T.T

huwaaaaaa!!!!!!!!

2005-07-07T20:14:00.000+08:00

i don't know what to doo!!!! T.T

kuya norman, salamat sa pagpapaliwanag sakin ah, somehow i can now see how a jerk i am

2005-06-12T15:17:00.000+08:00

this is just greaaatt....

grabe... grabe, grabe, grabe!! rawr... sa wednesday na pala pasok... hahay! whole fucking day... just GREAT!

di pa pala ako nakakapagpaalam sa lakad sa monday... ugh... o sya, sya... cge, paalam na ako.
nakakatamad naman kasi umalis eh, gagastos nanaman.. wala na nga datong eh..

2005-06-01T21:05:00.000+08:00

i love you sabado,
pati na rin linggo!! :D

2005-06-01T09:08:00.000+08:00

waaa!!! happy beedei sakin!! hahaha!! xD
kahapon!! hahaha!!

hoi kayong lahat...
asan regalo ko?
bwahahaha!!
joke!

[family]
i had the best time guys!!! haha!! xD nakakatuwa talaga! xD haha.. sino susunod na manglilibre?! haha! xD

2005-05-30T00:41:00.000+08:00

they're not just edited (characters),
they're like gods in the game.
they've got all that you wish you had.
~emcee

hahaaayyyyy
GM!!!! gusto ko maging GM!!!

2005-05-30T00:36:00.000+08:00

to anyone out there interested in becoming a game moderator, please send your application with an attached copy of your resumé to jobs@netgames.com.ph

minimum requirements for game moderator:
1) college graduate
2) good verbal and written communication skills
3) formal work experience is a plus
3) formal experience with customer support is a plus
4) khan online player is a plus

minimum requirements for senior game moderator:
1) college graduate
2) at least two years work experience
3) good verbal and written communication skills
4) formal experience with supervisor roles is a plus
5) formal experience with customer support is a plus
6) khan online player is a plus

====
bakit may kilala ako, hs grad palang, GM na sila...
summer job lang, hindi ba pwde???
daph?! panu future natin??!!?!!?!
pwde mo ba yan itanung kay ms. alodia? haha
kung panu sila naging GM...
>.<
i wanna ba a GM too!!!

2005-05-29T23:26:00.000+08:00

salamat T!!
haha,
buti ka pa naalala mag greet,
kahit sa 31 pa ung beedei ko... haha
miss ko na ung tayung buhok mo
s.a. haha!! xD

2005-05-29T22:27:00.000+08:00

huwaaa!!! xD
hang fafabol nyaaaaaaa XD
mwahahaha!!!!!!!!
nakita ko nanaman siya!!!
bwahahaha!!!xD

2005-05-26T11:23:00.000+08:00

huwaaaaaaa.... miss ko na HA!!!!!!!!! >.< kahit naman di ako naglalaro, i still can't find the time to read those freaking review books...amp tlga! 5 days till i'm older... haha! syet, after that tlga maglalaro ako ng khan... isang araw lang... haha

mmya magaaral na ko... >.< haha, hindi ako makakapntang mcdo later eh, di kaya ng aking ankle... sorry mishka!! sa susunod ko na kukunin ung form... di ko lang tlga kaya maglakadlakad eh...

panu ba naman, basa ung pinagPROMOhan namin.. tas ung ka sparring ko, syet! nasipa niya ko below the belt.. (alam nyo naman siguro kung saan na un noh? haha!) ang sakit, buti di nagpasa... langya un, sipain ko sana sa mukha eh, natakot ako baka madulas pa ko! haha! syet!! sana maganda results nung promo... oh please, oh please, oh please!!!!!! xD

2005-05-23T12:55:00.000+08:00

grabe... haha, napanuod ko rin ung concert in avril with simple plan.. kagabi... nyahaha.. dapat manunuod ako nun ehh... ayaw lang nila kasi open field daw, mahirap na... ang nakakatuwa pa dun, syempre nanunuod ako... simple plan pa lang ang tumutugtog... tas parang me naalala ako na tao... tapos, syet... pinakita siya dun sa audience, nakiki kanta sa simple plan... parang ako, syet, sya ba un?!?! tas, parang para daw sigurado pa tlga akong siya un, tae, pinakita siya ulit... nakakaasar lang doon... wala na ko pakialam dun sa taong un, as in, i don't want anything to do with that person... tas ang MANHID ko na sobra, bigla siyang nagpakita naalala ko nanaman tuloy LAHAAAT.... haaay, pero buti nlng di na ulit siya pinakita... hahaha!!

pero seriously, WALA na nman tlga sakin un eh... diba ka andres? haha! at hindi ko alam kung bakit, pero kuya norman, nawawala nga lang tlga siya ng kusa... para siyang phenomenon, di tlga ma explain... haha, pero pag malaman ko dahilan, kuya norms, ikaw mauunang makakaalam... haha!

2005-05-22T00:14:00.000+08:00

waaaaaaaaaa i soooo miss this blog!!!! >.<

haha, i did something really really weird yesterday.... i kindda deleted my khan client... soooo no khan for now... haaayy, sobra na kasi eh... fell ko out of touch na ko sa totoong buhay... ang pangit nu'n... >.< pati mga blog ko di ko na napapansin... haaayyyy.... pero promise ko naman na babalik ako eh... i just have to prioritize a lot of things first,
like my upcat shit...
my friends....
my birthday XD
MY SELF,
REALITY,
ung mga taong ayaw ko(LoLz)
GUITARA ko!!! xD
ung telepono ko!
ung mga un... palibhasa nalulong ako sa khan, di tuloy na atupag mga un... tuloy, miss na miss ko na mga kaibigan ko, ung blog ko, ung sarili ko! ung totoong buhay sobrang namimiss ko... lalo na ung gitara ko at telepono ko...
haay, naaatupak ko nlng besides khan is my taek, kasi tlgang nasa sked na siya...
haha! di na nga ako nakasama sa mga kaibigan ko eh, sa panunuod ng star wars... haayyy...

oi, speaking of... let me tell you a secret!! xD
alam nyo bang, bakla si darth vader?!?! haha, hindi nyo lang makikita sa episode 3...
sa 4 rin, at 5, at 6!!! try to have time watching episodes 4-6 kung meron kau sa house... and sobrang tingan nyo ung mga scenes ni darth vader... take note, every time he's on scene, asan lagia ng kamay nya? hmmm?? laging saiyang nakapamewang hindi ba? ung pamewang pa nya, parang ung sa mga bakla... hmmm.... fishy, hindi ba? hahaha!!

haay, sobrang nakakamiss ung mga ganitong kahabang mga post... di ko namalayan, nakain na pala ng khan ang oras ko, isip ko... buong ako!! haaay, it's good to be back!!

2005-05-09T00:27:00.000+08:00

oi, bat ganun friendster, ang labooo.... kanina, 197 daw friends ko, tas nag 198, ngaun 197 ulit.. anlabooo.... haaayyy swerte ni val, seryoso, may itsura boylalu nya... haha, hopefully i get to meet him soon.. ahaha.. aus advice mo kuya andrew.. (san napunta ung matinong andrew na un? pagmga 3am lng ba un nagpapakita? joke!) i might even do it... haha, seryoso, alam mo na kwento ng buhay ko, kaya i'll fucking take your advice (ika nga, 'experienced' ka na..haha) sana nga lang... kaya ko tuparin un. aus ba? haha!

2005-04-28T21:50:00.000+08:00

i'm back!!! it's sooo good to be back!! xD ahahaha!!! dun sa previous post ko... mali un!! xD i was able to play.. enjoy nga ko sa province eh, kasi all i did was play! xD saya saya, kilala na ko nung mga nagbbntay ng shop... vibes na kme wahahahaha!!

2005-04-21T12:39:00.000+08:00

grbe, the opnly thing i can do here is surf... yeh, wala nman ako load s khan, bale wala rin.. *cry* amm kachat ko ngaun si agba.. ahh, onga pla, asa province na ko, came here yesterday morning, haha... they didn't allow me to ride the plane on my own. aaawww geeezz... tomorrow's the release of the prom pics, and for i'm here, mishka will be the one to get it for me.. sana di nya ko ubusan ng pics... hahahahaha, xD grbeh, pero ha, mura dito net... 15 lang per hour, ang saya naman! heaven! paubos na rin load ko s smart, (yehz may smart na ko!) argh oh well...

2005-04-12T14:27:00.000+08:00

si daph, ay nasa... asan nga ba sya? switzerland? waw.. swerte ko! xD magagamit ko si myst! hahaha!
nakakaasar, moved ung viewing ng prom pics sa fri.. nasabi ko na ba un? haha! xD oh well, okei na un, para di ko makita olats kong itsura...
amm, yeah, wala nanaman ako magawa, kaya etoh nanaman nagsusulat. haaayyy, si proy, may kinwento, at sobrang pinakita pa nya sakin para maniwala ako... di ko tuloy alam ggwin ko, ganun ba talaga un?? di ko na sasabihn kung anu un exactly, kasi baka may makabasa, mahirap naaa... x/ may magalit pa, tapos may maasiwa pa.. ang fanet nun. basta, tungkol ito sa aking karumalduman na buhay. syet, nakakasira ng ulo. buti nalang pala, eh, di ko sya makikita... amph, di ko naman masabi dito lahat.. may mkkbasa... hahaha! dun sa isa, kung alam nyo un, dun nyo basahin.. xD

2005-04-08T00:38:00.000+08:00

lonely hearts never cease to cry...

2005-04-07T22:28:00.000+08:00

8 weeks... mwahahaha!! ako'y magpapakabum sa province! xD sana pagbalik ko may deck na ko... para maging madam rosa na.. nyahaha! hmmmm... april na, ang bilis... (mabilis ba? haha! ang bagal kaya!) haha, can't wait to go there na tuloy, para may gawin naman ako... pero, ang init dun! x/ ako masusunog na naman, sunog na nga eh, magiging tustado pah. nu ba un!syet, prom pics pala muna!!! xD para masaya! xD sana magaganda kuha, mamaya mukha nanaman ako engots dun! x/ whuttiz!! gawd, haha, wala na matinong masabi...

2005-04-07T21:37:00.000+08:00

ako'y natutuwa
gusto mo sumama?
hahaha! nakakahigh toh mga tol!

2005-04-03T01:52:00.000+08:00

bakit ganun?? di pa ba sapat na nababasa nyo ung blog ko, gusto nyo pa kalikutin??? waaaahhhhhh

2005-04-03T01:37:00.000+08:00

anung oras na ba? anung araw na? anung taon na?? parang buong buhay ko naghintay lang ako, buong buhay ko naghintay sa mga taong katulad mo... sa mga katulad mong sobrang nagpapahintay, nagpahintay ng buong buhay nila, pati buhay ng iba nasasayang sa kakahintay sa kanila. tapos, pagnandyan na, pag okei na, sila nagmamadali, parang di sila ung hinintay... mangiiwan, tapos di manghihintay, ni hindi na nga lilingon sa likod... dirediretso, di naririnig ang saigaw na "HOY! hintayin mo naman ako." pagtapos, parang nawawala, maghahanap ng ibang kasama...parang walang kasama.. parang di hinahabol ng kasama nya... ung kasama, kawawa naman, habol ng habol, hingal na hingal na, di na mapakali... di nya alam naghanap na ng ibang kasama ung isa... kawawa naman, kawawa ung mga ganung tao, mga taong katulad ko na iniiwan ng mga taong katulad mo...

2005-04-03T01:30:00.000+08:00

kelan ka ba muling nagisip? kelang ka huling tumigil sa magulo mong buhay at sabay nagsabing "ang basura pala ng buhay ko". kelan mo sinabi sa sarili mong "ayoko na, aayusin ko na toh talaga!!". pero sandali, diba kahapon mo lang ung sinabi? diba kahapon mo lang un inisip?

2005-04-03T01:16:00.000+08:00

di pala nakakasira ng ulo... haha, di nga ako bitter eh, taray ni alex! kayang kaya! xD syet, mukhang tinamaan nanaman ako, sakit ng ulo ko.. *pain!!!* haha, alam nyo bah, first time ko magisaw kanina!! ang weird ng feeling... haha, at least nakatikim na ko... gbeh, sarap ng vodka slush! parang tinungga ko, sarap ng malamig ehh, nakakapang gising! haha! aysus, naaadik ako sa laro ngaun, i don't have anything to do na eh... well except pag sat, kasi may taek, speaking of... grbeh mehn, sakit ng ass ko dahil sa sparring, ang lakas ng sipa mo jenny!! x/ namaga butt ko... pero ayus, haha! tuwa tuwa na ko sa taek, nakahanap ako ng pwdeng pag3pan! wahuy! ay, uwi pala ko province, sa april 19-20? saya, di ko alam ilang days ako dun.. oh well, anything to take my mind off *things*... haha, saya, baka magisa pa ko sa plane!!! wahuy!! pinayagan ako!!! busy busy busy, gbeh, may sked na agad ng PROMO!! tae, may 1, tapos wala ako!!! huwaaaaa!!! mapapagiwanan akoooo!!!! noooohhhh!!!! hindi ba pwde ng 14???!!!! pleeeaaazzzeeeee??????!!!!!! huwaaaaaaa!!!!! ahhh syetttt, x/

ang blabber ko... gbeh, walang patutunguhan mga pinagsasasabi ko... amp. panu ba naman, loner sa yM, haha! lakas pa naman ng 3p!! tae, it's sooo hoot paaa!!!! x/

2005-03-31T19:31:00.000+08:00

haha, it's 1900 hours, and the timer starts now... i am now unloving YOU...

2005-03-31T19:29:00.000+08:00

you know, i loved this person... with all my heart, but i decided to LET GO OF HIM, coz i know that he loves someone else, and that he'll never LOVE ME like i love him, like i want him to... so now I DECIDED TO STOP LOVING HIM...

2005-03-31T10:08:00.000+08:00

pano kung hindi sya?

2005-03-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

i know i can never be pushed
i can stand beyond time
i can stand against the strongest wind
and surpass a shaking crust
that's why i wonder,
how did you ever move me?

2005-03-23T21:53:00.000+08:00

haha!! lvl 40 na toh!! xD wuttiz noh! grbe,xD

2005-03-22T17:36:00.000+08:00

tonight i can write the saddest lines
write for example,
'the night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'

tonight i can write the saddest lines,
i loved her
and sometimes she loved me too

through nights like this one
i held her in my arms
how could one not have loved her great still eyes?

tonight i can write the saddest lines
to think that i do not have her
to feel that i have lost her

what? does it matter that my love could not keep her?
the night is shattered
and she is not with me.

this is all. in the distance someone is singing
in the distance my soul is not satisfied
that it has lost her

my sight searched for her as though to go to her
my heart looks for her
and she is not with me.

the same night whitening the same trees
we, of that time
are no longer the same

i no longer love her
that's certain, but how i loved her
my voice tried to find the wind to touch her healing

another's. she will be anothers
her voice, her bright body
her infinite eyes

i no longer love her, that's certain
but mabye i love her
love is short, forgetting is long

because through nights like this one
i held her in my arms
my soul is not satisfied that is has lost her

though this may be rhe last pain
that she makes me suffer...

...and these the last verse
that i write for her.

~awww shucks, nakakaiyak....~

2005-03-22T17:33:00.000+08:00

i lived a life
and dreamed a dream
and loved the life
you loved with me
then in the whisper
of a breathe you left
and then i died
a death...

2005-03-20T17:15:00.000+08:00

PROM!!!!!!!!!!

2005-03-19T12:20:00.000+08:00

congrats sa higgledy xD idol!! gwapo DAW ng drummer nyo.. haha! cno kaya ngsabi nun?? hmmmm???xD astig kau!

2005-03-19T12:14:00.000+08:00

haaayyy, sa wakas tapos na!!! graduate na ko ng 3rd year!!! goodbye chem, goodbye geom, goodbye term paper!!!! wooohooo!!!!!! sa monday na PROM!!!! oh my gash!

2005-03-15T09:54:00.000+08:00

waaaahhh!!!!! isang araw nlng... EXAMS NA!!!! grabe... oo, cge na!! magaaral na ko!!! xD

2005-03-14T18:12:00.000+08:00

In my fantasy I'm a pantomime
I'll just move my hands and everyone sees what I mean
Words are too messy
And it's way past time
To end in my mouth

Paint my face white and tried
Reinvent the sea
One wave at a time
Speak without my voice and see the world by candlelight

I ain't afraid to let it out
I'm not afraid to take that fall
But I have found beyond all doubt
We say more by saying nothing at all

In my fantasy no such thing as time
Minutes bleed into days
Avant garde
Show me your heresies
And I'll show you mine
We only speak in pantomimes on this carpet ride

I ain't afraid to let it out
I'm not afraid to take that fall
But I have found beyond all doubt
We say more by saying nothing at all

In my fantasy you look good entwined
In my hair and skin and spit and sweat and spilled red wine
You're my deep secret
I'm your pantomime
I'll just move my hands
I promise you'll see what I mean

2005-03-14T18:08:00.000+08:00

dig my toes into the sand
The ocean looks like
A thousand diamonds
Strewn across a blue blanket
I lean against the wind
Pretend that I am weightless
And in this moment
I am happy, happy
I, wish you were here
I, wish you were here
I, wish you were here
I, wish you were
Here

I lay my head onto the sand
The sky resembles
A backlit canopy
With holes punched in it
I'm counting UFOs
I signal them with
My lighter
And in this moment
I am happy, happy

I, wish you were here
I, wish you were here
I, wish you were
Here
Wish you were here

I, oh

The world's a rollercoaster
And I am not strapped in
Maybe I should hold with care
While my hands are
Busy in the air
Saying

I, wish you were here
I, wish you were
I, wish you were here
I, wish you were here
I, wish you were
Here
Wish you were here

2005-03-14T17:59:00.000+08:00

mwahaha!!! hndi parin... makulit na kung makulit!!!

PST!!! BLACK ROSE!!! cge naa un lang naman eh!!!! haha!!!
ay lab yu [insert name]!!!xD

2005-03-13T14:24:00.000+08:00

taena... di ko toh take... mwahaha, mish! saya sana prom mo ngaun.. xD
hell, exams na sa wednesday!! grbe... di ko na toh take! sana matapos na toh agad, pero ayoko pa namang magsummer. ang labo.. tae.

2005-03-09T17:00:00.000+08:00

im immortal...
that's what makes this life my living hell
malabo... oo nga... xD

2005-03-09T16:55:00.000+08:00

yehs, i know i'm fuckin' bitter... i can't help it... that's who i am...

2005-02-09T20:06:00.000+08:00

... and if i BLEED i"ll BLEED knowing that you DON"T CARE...

2005-01-25T18:50:00.000+08:00

harrr....