// MiNE... \\

Thursday, March 31, 2005

haha, it's 1900 hours, and the timer starts now... i am now unloving YOU...

- rOcKeD by aLeX[thIrteEN] at 7:31 PM -

you know, i loved this person... with all my heart, but i decided to LET GO OF HIM, coz i know that he loves someone else, and that he'll never LOVE ME like i love him, like i want him to... so now I DECIDED TO STOP LOVING HIM...

- rOcKeD by aLeX[thIrteEN] at 7:29 PM -

pano kung hindi sya?

- rOcKeD by aLeX[thIrteEN] at 10:08 AM -

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

i know i can never be pushed
i can stand beyond time
i can stand against the strongest wind
and surpass a shaking crust
that's why i wonder,
how did you ever move me?

- rOcKeD by aLeX[thIrteEN] at 9:55 PM -

haha!! lvl 40 na toh!! xD wuttiz noh! grbe,xD

- rOcKeD by aLeX[thIrteEN] at 9:53 PM -

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

tonight i can write the saddest lines
write for example,
'the night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'

tonight i can write the saddest lines,
i loved her
and sometimes she loved me too

through nights like this one
i held her in my arms
how could one not have loved her great still eyes?

tonight i can write the saddest lines
to think that i do not have her
to feel that i have lost her

what? does it matter that my love could not keep her?
the night is shattered
and she is not with me.

this is all. in the distance someone is singing
in the distance my soul is not satisfied
that it has lost her

my sight searched for her as though to go to her
my heart looks for her
and she is not with me.

the same night whitening the same trees
we, of that time
are no longer the same

i no longer love her
that's certain, but how i loved her
my voice tried to find the wind to touch her healing

another's. she will be anothers
her voice, her bright body
her infinite eyes

i no longer love her, that's certain
but mabye i love her
love is short, forgetting is long

because through nights like this one
i held her in my arms
my soul is not satisfied that is has lost her

though this may be rhe last pain
that she makes me suffer...

...and these the last verse
that i write for her.

~awww shucks, nakakaiyak....~

- rOcKeD by aLeX[thIrteEN] at 5:36 PM -

i lived a life
and dreamed a dream
and loved the life
you loved with me
then in the whisper
of a breathe you left
and then i died
a death...

- rOcKeD by aLeX[thIrteEN] at 5:33 PM -

Sunday, March 20, 2005

PROM!!!!!!!!!!

- rOcKeD by aLeX[thIrteEN] at 5:15 PM -

Saturday, March 19, 2005

congrats sa higgledy xD idol!! gwapo DAW ng drummer nyo.. haha! cno kaya ngsabi nun?? hmmmm???xD astig kau!

- rOcKeD by aLeX[thIrteEN] at 12:20 PM -

haaayyy, sa wakas tapos na!!! graduate na ko ng 3rd year!!! goodbye chem, goodbye geom, goodbye term paper!!!! wooohooo!!!!!! sa monday na PROM!!!! oh my gash!

- rOcKeD by aLeX[thIrteEN] at 12:14 PM -

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

waaaahhh!!!!! isang araw nlng... EXAMS NA!!!! grabe... oo, cge na!! magaaral na ko!!! xD

- rOcKeD by aLeX[thIrteEN] at 9:54 AM -

Monday, March 14, 2005

In my fantasy I'm a pantomime
I'll just move my hands and everyone sees what I mean
Words are too messy
And it's way past time
To end in my mouth

Paint my face white and tried
Reinvent the sea
One wave at a time
Speak without my voice and see the world by candlelight

I ain't afraid to let it out
I'm not afraid to take that fall
But I have found beyond all doubt
We say more by saying nothing at all

In my fantasy no such thing as time
Minutes bleed into days
Avant garde
Show me your heresies
And I'll show you mine
We only speak in pantomimes on this carpet ride

I ain't afraid to let it out
I'm not afraid to take that fall
But I have found beyond all doubt
We say more by saying nothing at all

In my fantasy you look good entwined
In my hair and skin and spit and sweat and spilled red wine
You're my deep secret
I'm your pantomime
I'll just move my hands
I promise you'll see what I mean

- rOcKeD by aLeX[thIrteEN] at 6:12 PM -

dig my toes into the sand
The ocean looks like
A thousand diamonds
Strewn across a blue blanket
I lean against the wind
Pretend that I am weightless
And in this moment
I am happy, happy
I, wish you were here
I, wish you were here
I, wish you were here
I, wish you were
Here

I lay my head onto the sand
The sky resembles
A backlit canopy
With holes punched in it
I'm counting UFOs
I signal them with
My lighter
And in this moment
I am happy, happy

I, wish you were here
I, wish you were here
I, wish you were
Here
Wish you were here

I, oh

The world's a rollercoaster
And I am not strapped in
Maybe I should hold with care
While my hands are
Busy in the air
Saying

I, wish you were here
I, wish you were
I, wish you were here
I, wish you were here
I, wish you were
Here
Wish you were here

- rOcKeD by aLeX[thIrteEN] at 6:08 PM -

mwahaha!!! hndi parin... makulit na kung makulit!!!

PST!!! BLACK ROSE!!! cge naa un lang naman eh!!!! haha!!!
ay lab yu [insert name]!!!xD

- rOcKeD by aLeX[thIrteEN] at 5:59 PM -

Sunday, March 13, 2005

taena... di ko toh take... mwahaha, mish! saya sana prom mo ngaun.. xD
hell, exams na sa wednesday!! grbe... di ko na toh take! sana matapos na toh agad, pero ayoko pa namang magsummer. ang labo.. tae.

- rOcKeD by aLeX[thIrteEN] at 2:24 PM -

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

im immortal...
that's what makes this life my living hell
malabo... oo nga... xD

- rOcKeD by aLeX[thIrteEN] at 5:00 PM -

yehs, i know i'm fuckin' bitter... i can't help it... that's who i am...

- rOcKeD by aLeX[thIrteEN] at 4:55 PM -

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